My emotions get louder through my words!!

My life gets a hitch, my wagon moves sometimes into the lush green forest (happiness) and sometimes through barren ravines and crevasses (sadness). The ups and downs make my grey cells compel my hands to write what I feel and yes I feel from my heart when I pen down my emotions into words.

A few thoughts from my mind in different moods compiled together ( oh yes! for people who sneak peak into my FB timeline these might seem familiar)
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I wanna go far away...
Far enough to touch the Horizon...
Its not coz i wanna disappear..itz coz I wanna a be missed and remembered
Its not b'coz I have lost something..its bcoz I wanna search for new stars
Its not that am running away or I am defeated...its b'coz I ll be back again with more fervor to win.

Shocks and tears, the Bad n the Worst, Shattering Expectations and waking up at the climax of a beautiful dream... has all been a part of my life but the most important part is my belief that "this time shall pass" and my "positive attitude" that makes me fight till the last ray of hope!!!!!!

Adoring and loving your own self is not an act of narcissism... its just a way to feel happy and content.... and I am the happiest person!!!

Life becomes tough when u wake up from a beautiful dream n face the practical world..
But when u strive hard, surpass all hurdles n win big battles to create your years old dream into reality... Nothing can b more beautiful then this LIFE!!!
******* if you have dared to dream, have courage to fight n make it come true********

Something’s will never change.....
Silently walk away from it or be silent and learn to live with it!!!!

There may be million things around to bother you, countless fingers to point at you, many others to envy you and loud noises to bark at you........
but..there is ONE strong voice from within me..It says "YOU CAN NEVER BE AS GOOD AS I AM"

Crazy world it is!!! every second person around you is trying to pull your leg and make you fall in the well.
Others trying to win award for the "best critic".
Two ways to deal : Either compete with them to become the "best critic" or compete to be "the best"

A long lonesome train journey, a good read and descent music plugged to your ears is all that is needed to.....
churn the thoughts from every secret hideouts of your mind,blend them perfectly with emotions and realizations
and finally giving you a fruitful lesson for the longest ever journey called “life”.

Your present situation is not your final destination...BELIEVE in yourself..Be determined to get what you dream of ....THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!! !!!

When no one understands you.. no one can read your mind.. when no one cares of your happiness or pain...
Look at your Mirror and Smile..
You yourself are your Best friend.. coz no one knows you better than you know yourself...
If u can face yourself.. you can face the World

Every Rejection/Failure is a motivation to improve and become the BEST!!

Never let anyone decide your fate... your destiny is in your hands!!!
If tears wipe away your dreams... you are free to dream again

Into the wilderness of my thoughts.... I prefer to walk.. alone...
Drown into the complexities of mind... I prefer to swim alone...
Perplexed with my own fantasies... I prefer to find my way alone.

As time goes on, you’ll understand…
what lasts, lasts… what doesn’t, doesn’t.
Time solves most things
And what time can’t solve, you have to try solving yourself.
You cannot make someone do their share if they are not willing to
If you have done your part, stay happy about it..fate and destiny would decide the rest

 
Its easy to accept a fault.. Its even easier to say a sorry... Its easiest to neglect nd walk away.... But it requires a big heart, a bigger conscience and huge courage to realize your mistake. And provide an assurance... "it won't happen again

Imported from Orkut!!!!

There is an era for every trend...It evolves and fades  away gradually!!! So was the era of orkut where we lived in the world of scraps and testimonial.
Recently as i logged in my orkut account(surprisingly i remembered the password); I was a bit touched by a few testimonials written by my dear ones and who doesn't love to read praises for self..hee hee :D
Thought, Why not to document it ; atleast it would act like a mood booster for me when am gloomy and grim and a guide for people who want to know me through my old(n gold) friends at college.........

Mahesh pillai - Aug 15, 2010

hmm..had a lot in mind but i guess it wont be enough for me to describe pallavi in short.she has been like a shadow for me the last 4 years.she has always stood by me,even fought with her own friends for me.highly idealistic but sometimes plain dumb,pallavi is the epitome of getting attached to a person.she is like iron fists in velvet gloves,mentally very strong but emotionally very weak.she acts like a 10 year old pampered girl let off the hook.but she has the heart of gold and has always responded like wonderwoman coming to the rescue of anyone in need.she loves dancing but i think she needs a hell lot of practice at that.she is damn lazy as well and sometimes wastes her immense talent.a suggested career advice from me would be that she starts writing and blogging.if anything above didnt tell you about her,ask me,contact me,because she is my Best Friend.



 KAVITA K  - Feb 18, 2010

 dis testimnl is dedcatd to my dearest "pal"..a persn whoz full of lyf nd whoz ideas bout lyf can surely make u ponder about so many things!!! one of d sw8est gal i hv met..though she keeps on blabberin bout stuffs(nd d bst part is dat she nvr gts tired of doin dat) bt its realy nice 2 hear her talking vidout ne fulstops). shez a highly emotnal being nd nvr has contrl on hr tearz..angr or laughtr. but i can tel u she can b d bst emotonl support to u whn u realy need sm1 undrstandin n carin..she hs gr8 value 4 her frnds n she gts so intensly involvd vd al of dem dat u see her in tears 4 d reasns dat shudnt realy concrn her. a gal who xpcts a lot 4m lyf n ppl around but wat she gts is no whr nr d hghts of wat she does 4 dem.
her compny is fun as its d bubbly..joly pal vid u who cn vry wel mould hrslf acc2ppl around her!
GR8 to hv a frnd lyk u




Neethu martin - Jun 19, 2010

Pallu...can't compare u wit any1 i met in cet yaar...so unique n genuine...i'l alwayz cherish the times we spend 2gther..the way v usd 2 sing silly songs in that stupid bme clazz n way the way ur face gets screwd up in suresh sir's clazz..seems lik nly ystrday...u'v alwaz given great importance in maintaining friendships,which is quite unique..  bt dnt b too sensitive whn things go dwn da..u'r the coolest person 2 hangout with..alwaz fun loving,talkative,naughty,lively,adorable(omg!!list is endlezz)...i'm glad 2 say that i'v spend the happiest times in colg wit u...lov u alwazzz..




Anup C Unnithan - Dec 5, 2008 

Pallavi! She is one of the most versatile talented people to walk this planet…atleast with me !
Coming down to CET, meeting someone from Andamans was a pleasant surprise.. nd…Knowing her was a revelation of sorts. Quite Tomboy,until she pesters u vth her feminist ideas! Deep into reading, nd trust me she digs into those pillow sized ones.. Pal has got her own ideas about doin things, and u dare not mess up vth her!!! But Its the wonderful friend in her which struck me most, also her ability to get along so nice and so well..esp vth nuts like me!





Lakshmi Menon - Feb 19, 2010

Pallavi.... She's a great frnd f mine...one thing wich i really regret is that,we turned out to be grt frnds only in s7 :( ...but i've had a lot f happy moments wid u..can neva forget all those (esp final yr tour,hangouts in tvm,long nite chats,all those mischieves at hostel etc etc....)..she's a chatterbox,freaky,fun loving gal,very much talented....full of energy...unique in her own way....wat i lik abt her the most is that, she's very open hearted ....hate any kind f pretendence...she's very sensitive n give great importance to frndship..i'm really lucky hav a freaky frnd lik u dear...neva cry for someone who doesnt deserve it,so keep smiling..love to c u that way sweetie :) i'm really gonna miss u aftr colg.. bt keep in touch....love ya lotsss....




.-=SHIKHAR=-. :) :) - Feb 29, 2008 

here i m writing few things abt my good old frnd ...
(and by old i mean aged kinda... dont let her black hair fool you... har din black dye karti hai....)...... heheheheh.... jokes apart
PALLAVI is someone whom i really trust, a true friend...
she has always been there for me... helping me, encouraging me.....
well....
i really admire her for she is very hard working and determined...
a very good speaker (iske saamne debate mein koi nahi tik sakta hai), a good person,a good frnd... goes on and on and on...

at this point i must apologize, i m normally good when it comes to writing stuff.....
but i m finding it very difficult writing this testimonial..... not because i dont hv nething to say or to write... but because i have soooooooooo much to write....

"WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH,
THEY ONLY COME IN THE WAY,
THERE REALLY ARE NO WORDS,
TO DESCRIBE WHAT I WANT TO SAY....."

well there are very few person whom i call as my real frnds.....
and dear you are right up there.




Shivangi Shaily - Mar 24, 2007

She has a dream with its purpose holy pure and clean. All she needs to accomplish it is to be up and doing.
With a heart ready for any fate and mind still persuing.She has to work and then wait and satisfy his deen, of her consciousness;
before anyone she never leans
To hitch her wagon to the stars she respects the shrines.Encountering the opposition and then tame cannot be a simple brine.
Rome was not build in a day;so she has to make her own team.
For it needs indefatigability on her part for pioneering
with self esteem as an umpire and ideals made of iron and steel.
Doing some astounding work is her aim which is keen.
She can do herself a promise that she will go on imbibing ideals of virtue not on others but her.
The plethora of pros and cones will be faced with the power of divine.
The challenges of life and criticism are music to her ears and enchanting.
Each time she faces failure she doubly dreams
because she has an ambition which God will help her achieve.
...I believe.